I wish there was a recorder that you just had with you when you were processing thoughts but can't write them down. I know there is amazing technology out there but I mean something that you don't have actively activate to record thought. Usually my best thinking is when I am driving or when I am either trying to fall asleep or awakened in the night and too lazy to get up and write.
Thinking on my way home from spending a wonderful evening with my daughter- "How did I get to be so lucky?" "What does it really mean to be a mother?"
Of course my first inclination was to go to my emotional side of my mind which quickly went like an old movie real playing in my head the millions of memories I have over the past 27 years of motherhood. Wow! Crippled by the magnitude of my blessings I am overwhelmed that God chose me to play the part of a mother to three outstandingly unique and beautiful people.
Which then triggered the spiritual side of my mind wondering if I was faithful with the gift that God gave me. Did I do everything possible to point my children to fall in love with the awesome God that I serve? Do they truly understand how divine He really is?
I realize this was a short drive home but trust me my mind was racing much faster than I was driving :) Which is a good thing because I would be a danger to all on the road if it was reversed.
I am a woman that has more blessings then even this amazing form of communication that exists in blogging could contain. I love husband and my children more than life and I am especially grateful to be included in their lives. I don't need a date set aside on a calendar to be honored as a mother. I know the gift I have every day and I am in awe of God's provision as I watch life unfold for my children as well. I know my children love me. Not to mention the enormous blessing of being a Ya Ya!
To God Be The Glory!
So blessed to have such great mom's in my life!








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